It's always a feeling I can't kill inside. There I see you online today. I greeted you with the spirit of Christmas. I thought I would feel ok but I was wrong. I haven't even forget the times that I thought we can be together. I still reserve a special part of my heart for you.
Thinking how my friends are asking me if I already have someone special, the answer is always no. I guess in the back of my mind I still feel we can be together. But I am not really banking on it. Nonetheless, now, I still can say, "Just when I thought I was over you"
To you my first... I still love you after all these times, after all the experiences I had gone through in my life. The questions of what if, what might still lingers in my mind, in my heart. I can't blame the past and destiny for us not being "one" at heart and mind .. I just don't know. I think you're my failure that I will always bear a lifetime, who ever comes my way, I might not give myself up completely because you took a great deal of my heart and it never was the same anymore.
If there's a heart transplant, I wish there's "love" transplant.
