FAST AND FURIOUS

Night outs, gigs and galas

Party, party and party

Work and party

Work and play

I am fast living

I am furious becoming



Spending life

Wasting time

Going wild

I am doing fast

I am growing furious



Sing and dance

Party all night

Drink beer and wine

Go tipsy and wild

Life is fast

Life is furious



Sex without love

Casual endearment

Stereotypical imagery

Unconventional way of living

So fast

So furious



When will all these settle

When will these things go lower

As much as it is good

It is also something bad

Fast days of my life

Furious feelings in my life

Seryeng Tagalog (Tagalog Series)

MAHAL PA BA KITA



Ilang linggo na ang lumipas

Naiisip pa din kita

Nagsumpaan walang magbabago

Pero ano ba itong nangyari sa iyo



Ilang linggo na ang lumipas

Ninais ko nang maglayag papalayo sa iyo

Sinabi ko sa aking sarili

Di na kita muling iisipin pa



Ilang linggo na ang lumipas

Bigla kong naisip

Hindi kita magawang limutin

Anong epekto mo sa akin

Ako ngayon ay litung-lito



Maraming beses na akong nangahas

Maraming ulit na akong nagtangka

Ikaw ay iwanan at kalimutan

Pero laging ikaw pa din

Kawawang puso ko, nagdurusa



Mahal pa ba kita

Kaya ako ganito

Mahal pa ba kita

Kaya di ako matuto



Sinabi ko sa sarili

Maling ika'y mahalin

Pilitin ko mang magalit sa iyo

Hindi ko ikaw maiwaglit



Mahal pa ba kita...

Nais ko sanang isipin, hinde na

Nais ko sanang mangyari, huwag na

Mahal pa ba kita, ayoko na!!!

Gusto ko na ng iba!!!

Out of the blue expression: 25 years and 10 days later...

Each year that we grow older and wiser is something worth celebrating.



Before I turned 25, I am such a lost soul. (..oh well, that’s how I thought I am… There were lots of things I need to resolve and accept.



When I come to that point of realizing everything, I readily accepted all those things I thought important. In doing so, I gave high hope for me to start all over again. I actually believed that I am going to be much stronger and wiser. All these were true to a point but it was not all worth it and it proved to be so hard to sustain.



When I celebrated my 25th year, I was battling more issues never before raised in front of me. It was such a quick phase and an abrupt pattern that I realize I am only raising up the level of weariness inside me. Life at any give time is almost the same and it was always ready to give you the best and the worst of things.



25 years and 10 days later, I am older. I grew bigger. I transcended higher. And at the same time, I felt am falling behind. I am still attached and have not fully understood the meaning. So many questions were answered but then a couple of issues remain to be answered.



In accepting the truth about me, there was a sense of fulfillment. In facing my enemies and dealing with them, there was a moment of victory. In caring for others, I felt love grow within me. In serving good for others and finding new allies, I am filled with high spirits. All these happenings were not enough for me to get rid of the other side of life I once was trying to forget. I felt rushed, alone, uncertain, afraid and lost still. I have not faced the big picture.



25 years and 10 days later I evolved but I also have not change. Changes don't come in physical form it should also be in varied aspects of mentality, emotion and spirituality. I realized that I have not fulfilled those other aspects.



A good friend of mine once said to me that she admires my maturity and deep thinking ability. It is such an inspiring thing to hear. Knowing that I am still a lad who must learn, achieve and succeed in all the aspects of life itself, this I believe is in preparation of my eternity.



25 years and 10 days later, here I am sitting, contemplating and composing this out of the blue expression. I am just hoping that after this I am going to feel better and a lot stronger again.

Tired

I turned a year older

I bounced up and down

Suddenly I am tired

So tired and weary



I have lost an angel

Along the way I stumbled

I faced my life again

So tired and weary



When will I find love

When will I find peace

When will I heal

Am so tired and weary



Friends are there for me

I am here for them

But I am tired

And I am weary



I hope to rest

I feel the need to relax

That's what I should do

Forget about everything...

That's making me tired and weary.

The Fast Four Days of my Life

I acted in honesty

I got so clamped down

You had my feelings

I had yours but not deep



I don't wanna wave down

I still wanna go higher

Even if I feel bad

Even if I feel down



So fast is the four days of my life

You throw my heart away

I got burned and washed out

How can I redeem myself now?



You're in his arms now

I am basically tossed and turned

You said we're still friends

I said the same thing



To have realized I like you is one thing

To have learned that I care is something

To face my truth is overwhelming

Those were the fast four days of my life



I wonder now, did I make sense?

I wonder now, have I grown?

Yes! I say! Yes! I say!

Days are faster than normal!