It's not easy when you thought you can even try to let someone be part of your life, only to find out that he/she can't even take the step to go forward.
I respect the reasons behind all these, as I am also in the same process of making myself fully available to anyone who may offer their sincerest self, love and companionship.
However, at this juncture, I again begin to question the sincerity of anyone who would claim they are looking for something serious and meaningful in the aspect of the elusive romantic relationship. So, why on Earth do we still end up indirectly hurting each other in this selection process? So, why on Earth do we not seem to take the time to really be worth the while of anyone's life?!? Think! Don't just read. Think!!?
Call me ideal! But I guess my point is, if we all say we want something with someone in the long run, don't we owe it to ourselves to give it a chance. And what is this blah blah blah about not being able to get in a relationship because blah blah blah..!? How lame or stupid can anyone get if he/she believes otherwise on something he/she thought she wants in his/her life!?
I guess, the reason why most people nowadays end up not being with someone is because we all thought we like to be in the company of someone for a serious romantic relationship. But in the end, we do not even have the greatest courage to step forward and see if that someone is worthy of our own space and time.
There are many things on this world which I can't fully explain. But this doesn't mean, we need to stop... Call me ideal! Maybe I am. And maybe I am a fool as well... thinking I could ever let myself love again but perhaps not really.. not this time.. not anytime! :(
On that note, do I want to go back to the old ways of hooking up, playing around and nothing more?! Maybe not...I'm tired of that cycle as well. I should just go to the convent and be priest!
Just now......sad now. :(
This shall pass. I know.
Sunday, May 01, 2011
Happy birthday kambal!
Sarap ng quick round of beers with the kambal. Salamat sa patikim sa birthday niyo today! Later ang big gala dinner!
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