Sex and Love

They say sex is part of human living. They say love conquers all. Sex and love combined is the best thing ever they say. How thrilling this statements can be?

When I was young I learned about playing with myself. Which I think most of us had experienced as we grew up. And only God knows, sometimes we are still doing it when the need arises. Self-sex is the fastest way to get around and feed the carnal desire. It's like a fast food chain that offers milkshake or sundae. SHAKE! SHAKE! SHAKE! VIBRATE! VIBRATE! VIBRATE!

When I was in my younger adult days, I knew very well that potential of having the power to execute the physical act of love, sex! By peer influences, by close relatives, by tv, radio and magazines, I learned it all. I even learned sex from my parents. They taught me well by explaining the risk of having sex due to inappropriate circumstances. That is one heck of a balance, while I learn sex is hot, steamy and oh heaven, I learned that it should come with being a responsible person.

My first sex experience is something I won't forget. Though there was no actual penetration and it was all mere cuddling, and suggestive actions I'd say it was the trigger. After that I never forgot about sex. But I never missed one point along this journey. I also crossed path with love.

I've heard a lot of things about love. It's all good and bad, positive and negative! I thought I won't have to deal with such situation but at one point in my life I had to. Up to now, at certain stages in my life I always deal with love situation. The longing for a serious partner, the need for someone that you'll share your happiness and sadness has triggered me to look for love. The love that is known to many. It is not the filial love, not even the platonic love, but TRUE love with someone!

Sex and love is now combined! Or should I ask, love should come with sex. Is it a rule? Yes it is, I say! But the other question, how to have sex without feeling love but lust alone? This is a different kind of thing for that matter. But it does happen, meaning sex without love!

I have always wondered. It is the mystery of sex and love treated at the same time. I guess in my experiences, I never have fully realized the feeling of love but just the physical connection. Now, I am certain I want someone to share my love with and give up my whole being with. It is definite! It is certain! Too much time I have wasted and too much pain I have experienced. I do hope in the nearest possible time I enjoy both sex and love.

As I write and speak out my thoughts (napag-uusapan lang naman) I want to end this in saying ....

"Sex is inevitable but true love may come as the biggest surprise anyone would never expect in time."